ok... day one of the finals... went qt ok i guess but everyione is getting qt sian of watching liao haha... i had event today and it was ok i guess haha... overpaced myself at first i think budden too late lah anyway... i swam 2 sec slower than my heat haha...but nvm the impt thing is tt i got 1 pt for my sch!!! haha... better than nothing yah... just hope tt we can do ok... dun wana get 6th! tt is sad haha... ok. 5th is sad too... but not so sad rite!hmm cant wait for team dinner tml haha... i dunno if they are dressing up and as usual a certain girl will not reply my msgs... tho i din reply her first haha... ok nvm but anyway. the pt is tt i dunno wad to wear tml haha... we had a discussion abt nxt yrs exco with mrs leong... i hope we made the right decision but i think we did lah... tho im not so sure abt i dunno... leading sometimes... haha... we will see lah... but im sure tt they will not let us down! but like can tell frm mrs leongs choices tt she like i dunno. doesnt really come for trg tt often either haha... yah but i think tt the yr ones this yr are all really nice! i think ill really miss this team when we leave haha... i told zy tt i think i would liek to join them for trg sometimes haha... and we will def go and support ull nxt yr! anyway tml is the last relay liao... i hope we will be ok... but actually to tell the truth i dun think im a very competitive person...as in im not so i dunno... excited abt it? i was more excited abt bowling i think haha... i gues cos in bowling i was like... mroe top half den bottom half if u get wad i mean.

anyway im really happy!!!its like normally if someone tt ive like cultivated a friendship with for 1.5 yrs just told me tt he has decided to try to trust me i would not be so pleased abt tt but since its YOU and i know ur screwed up im greatly honoured!!! haha...i really do care about u lots and hope the 'high' may last for longer than ur last one did :s

hmm.some interesting developements haha i dunno how i feel abt it lah... guess im happy for ull but maybe feel abit like losing 2 of my closer frens haha... i know its dumb lah but its like some reaction i just have... but i really am happy for ull!its abt time anyway haha...